today was crappy. real crappy. gt english oral. Mrs. Irene Lee say my pic conversation nt good >:( b4 , she gimme full marks wan ! eekk ! scaredd. anyway my revision test ace 49/50
if it was exam i wish... haizz .. got exam blues. scaredd sia ! me no good in science, and maybe
maths this few days. i not boasting, but my eng oral awaes good. weii ! me feel like crying .
i don wan exam . but i am doing my best to pick this dumb lifeless body of mine to the textbook lying on the study table . hate exams. banish the exam blues. sa1 is coming, infact it came.
i MUST do something and stay in A class. with keith and gladys, hilda and huiting, weiqi, ian, priscilia, reagan and the others. i donwan to be lyk xinling, who is last yr 3a then go 4b . xinling gd friend with Hui Yi but now separated. me no wan to be separatedd from my darlings ! must study must study !i don't know why im so stupid. i wont even stay in A class later, so why bother ? but giving up IS NEVER AN OPTION FOR ME. although it was, before, well, to be precise,24 hrs ago. i wanna enjoy the time when manfred fights with keith, or ysanne chases javier which is UBER funny ! pls god, make me SMART . make me smart . all these comes with a price - days and days of sitting on the uncomfortable study chair.